Sometimes I feel like life is moving too fast. It just keeps flowing like a river and won’t stop to let me catch up. I am currently in finals week of my penultimate semester of undergraduate college. The transition from constant school into working over the summer can be a challenging one. I’m so used to not having free time that when I do, I’m a little clueless as to how to fill my time. I have a list of things I want to accomplish over the summer, that I hope to pursue in the coming weeks.
I landed a new job as an accounting intern instead of my current position as a student assistant with the college. I’m excited but nervous to start this new journey in my career path. As a college student, I struggle with anxiety because things in my life are constantly changing and I sometimes feel like I don’t have control over my life. Which, in fact, I don’t. However, there is such comfort in knowing that God DOES. He knows exactly what is going to happen and where I’m going to end up. I’ve been blessed with having people in my life as constants amid all the changes I’ve been going through.
One of my biggest fears is uncertainty. I hate not knowing what’s going to happen and I find myself analyzing any decision I make to determine what the consequences will be. I have to free myself from this need to have control and instead follow the path laid before me. It will all work out in the end because I know God is working all things for good.
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